POMNI:

From a FunnyBunny canon divergence after episode 6, wherein Pomni and Jax had engaged in a sexual relationship before the fight.

Pleasure blooms inside of her, deep and all-consuming, so sharp that it’s nearly overwhelming. She strains against Jax, arching and rocking her hips up into him to get more. Pomni can see the effect she’s having on Jax, who has broken their kiss again in favor of staring down at her, his pupils dilated and his expression intense. Another tear leaks from the corner of Pomni’s eye as she meets his gaze, and she knows he sees it, can’t miss the way his face twists up in concern for just a few seconds before melting back to lust. It makes her heart skip a beat, and more of her hurt ebbs away in favor of determination. She has to be careful, she can’t force her hand or else he’ll meltdown the way he’d done earlier. If she wants this to last, she has to be precise.

“What’s with the tears? Are you trying to make me look bad?” Jax jokes, as if there were other people in the room who could see them, as if they wouldn’t be more disturbed to see them having sex than anything else. He traces the path of Pomni’s tear with a thumb before he carefully drops a hand beside Pomni’s head and uses it to leverage himself. “You’re going to have to try harder than that.” 'If you want to catch up with me,' he doesn’t say, but Pomni pretends the words are implied. She can’t help but notice that despite all of the awful things Jax has said to her today, his actions speak louder. He’s gentle as he fucks her, his touches reverent and tender, like she might disappear at a moment’s notice, and it would ruin him if she did.

“If you can call being overwhelmed a feel-bad tactic,” Pomni says, and it’s true. Everything is almost too much — from all the thoughts coalescing into unbidden hope to the sensation of him inside of her, filling her up where before she’d felt empty for so long. “I just need a moment.” Jax stills mid-thrust, and the bed stops creaking, leaving only the sound of their breathing. Pomni glances over at him and finds that he’s putting on an air of indifference, like he could care less whether they continued or ended the whole affair, but his brows are pinched, and his grin is strained and too wide.

Pomni reaches for him before she can stop herself, catching his free hand in hers and entangles their fingers. She presses a kiss to the back of his hand to watch his breath stutter, but his eyes are solely on her, as if she were the only thing in the room. A digital, cartoonish blush spreads across his cheeks, exposing him, much to his own chagrin. He’s so still it looks like he’s barely breathing, and Pomni worries what he’ll do when the moment breaks. Time ticks by as they stare at one another, transfixed, and then all at once he’s sneering at her, his teeth bared like he wants to take a bite out of her. “Geez, Pompom, warn a guy before you take the plunge into the kinky stuff.”

“Wait, don’t tell me. You’re the type that thinks that missionary sex is kinky?” Pomni asks deadpan, surprising a laugh out of Jax. She intentionally avoids mentioning the hand-holding in the vain hope that he’ll ignore it as well, and when he notably doesn’t disconnect their fingers, she counts that as a success. Lowering their hands to the bed, Pomni rolls her hips and bears down on Jax’s cock, squeezing her cunt around him so tightly that he hisses and moans.

“Is that my signal to shut up and fuck you?” Jax asks, batting his eyelashes at Pomni. It soothes her heart to see him acting more like his usual self, where before he’d been cold, shut-off, and silent. Already, he looks less inclined to abstract, which is something Pomni has been worried about ever since he’d first walked away from her this afternoon. It’s more than Pomni was hoping for, and she feels practically giddy that she was able to coax normality from him. “How cruel, it’s almost like you don’t want to hear me speak,” Jax continues, and Pomni can tell that he’s gritting his teeth with the effort of holding himself back.

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